March 10th, 2008 (12:34 pm)
Well, here it is March 10, and winter is still here.
It's 12:30 on Monday afternoon and my car is stuck on ice and will not move forward or backwards. I have called my father and as always, he as yet to show up to help.
I tried for 30 min, to get the car out than quiet. My heart has been acting very funny for over a week.The other day I had 3 spells back to back.
Today my heart is beating funny and i'm very dizzy and light headed. I will be so glad when my heart stops.That's part of the problem of living in the state of Maine.
No money, no jobs, and no insurance. They pat you on the back and say" good luck to you."Its been a very long fucking winter.
We have had one snow storm after another. We are up to 200 Inches of snow.
I have to climb over a snow bank in order to get in or out of my house. They say we have more on the way. No wonder way so many people kill them self up here.
The frig is still broke the back door still slowly rotting away.I'm sill indebt up to my eye balls .Thats it for my know, I have to go lay down. I'm getting very very very dizzy.
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It's now 4:00 pm and i'm still waiting on that fucking ass hole that I call my father.The angrier I get the higher my blood pressure gets.10 minutes of his time. And I would have been out and at work by 8:30am.A whole day lost and a day without pay.God, I wish I was fucking dead!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .7:00 pm STILL WAITING ! ! !. . . . . . . . .
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